I don't know, but what I do know is that "Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you"
Mostly, I struggle or should I say struggled to contain the rage within
When I was younger I was prone to "losing it" frequently:rant:
My house walls bear the battle scars of head & hand holes:tut: :tut:
Since doing my back in last year though and being laid up for 10 months I'm a changed man. I still get the red mist sometimes but I'm better at dealing with it now Just don't push me too far...............:lol: