the things i really wanted were some 6 foot replica yachts my grandfather made by hand in his shed donkey's years ago. absolute works of art they are, total perfection, took him years to make. he died when i was 10 and they stayed in the house with my grandmother until she died a couple of years ago. i so wanted those yachts but we simply haven't got the room in our house but thankfully my uncle has rescued them from being sold and has promised me he will pass them on to me whenever i can find the space for them. so i suppose i've yet to even possess my most loved possession